a journey of two lives, two individuals, whom have found a home in each others worlds. Two who understand each other with our interesting traits all the way to how we make each other laugh. Some may call this highschool, but I call it love. No way to describe it better than that one word with so many depths and meanings....

All I know is that I've found my love.

9th August 2010

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For our 6 months I promised I would write everything that I love about him…I’m not one for making imcomprehensible thoughts turn into coherent words. He is the one who writes, not be. But, here goes nothing.

     Our 6 month anniversary is in exactly one hour and seven minutes. I can’t even wrap my mind around this milestone. February 9th seems like centuries ago. Months of learning and growing in each others love. Weeks of putting together the puzzle pieces that make up our relationship. Days upon days making lasting memories and deepening our love for each other. This six months I promise to remember forever and never let them leave my mind or fade away. These have been the best and happiest six months of my life. You have made me into the happiest woman in the world. You have. No one else. Nothing else. Just your simple and goofy self.

     I wasn’t looking for a relationship let alone love. I kind of sprung upon me out of left field. The idea of love made me sick. I had given up on the idea of actually finding someone who treats me right and knows how to be a man not a boy. I had my heart broken twice. I was in a depression. I was focused on remisning on false ideas of what I thought love really was. My walls were higher and invinceable than ever. The guards to sensitive, bruised, broken, and bandaged up heart were protecting it with full force. I didn’t want to deal with boys. Of any kind. Not for awhile. But as I have heard love finds you when you are not looking. I am a advocate for that statement……………

    In walks this man. One who I have briefly met once or twice. A man who I at first thought was a creeper. Out of nowhere he is interested in me….Why would this man be fasinated with me? Why me? I’m nothing special…..

    Fast forward, we begin talking every single day. He would walk me to all my classes. We would talk about anything and everything. What he didn’t know was my heart was wavering. Lost on what to do…..do I let this man in? Or do I let him go gracefully? Every week, every day, every second, every instance I slowly gave you the pieces to my heart. I was falling fast and hard. Scared out of my mind. I’m still falling. Never going to stop falling. Ever.

   So here comes this day. The day we get to celebrate the achievement of six months. What does that show me? It shows me I made the right decision. Opening up to you has got me happy and lets me wear a smiling face constantly once again. My heart is beating, healthy, damage sealed, and growing from your love. I thank you for that. From the bottom of my heart and from all the love I have for you, I thank you. You came on a white horse swept me up and hasn’t put me down since. My head is in the clouds.

  Now for the things I love about you, this may be difficult or never ending. But here you go. I thought since you always write me things I should write to you.

The Things I LOVE About Clint Ellis Walker

  1. Your unbelievable/inspirational desire to have God centered in your life.
  2. Your dedication to learning and growing in God everyday.
  3. The trust and love you have for God.
  4. The desire and determination to spread and teach of God’s word and Gospel.
  5. Your goals in life to tell people of Jesus
  6. Your ability to commit yourself to learning all you can about God and his history.
  7. Your focus on God in your life. How you give everything to him. Not keep it in your own hands but God’s hands.
  8. Your constant knowledge of knowing that God must be center in relationships.
  9. Your love for other people.
  10. Your love for your family
  11. Your love for helping out even when your own plate is full.
  12. Your love for your siblings.
  13. Your ability to juggle all kinds of things without letting people down.
  14. The amount of responsibility you have and you never waver under it.
  15. Your determination. Your fight. Your drive. Your passion.
  16. Your absolute silliness and goofiness.
  17. How you know the exact words to make people smile or feel better.
  18. How you have the desire to want to get to know the real person in someone.
  19. How you talk to random people when you see them. Just because.
  20. Your ability to talk to anyone and be social.
  21. Your smile that lights up an entire room.
  22. Your knowledge of topics.
  23. How you express your opinions when the time is right and you know it could help.
  24. How you are able to hold yourself up and speak with much wisdom and diginity.
  25. Your dedication to basketball. Through all your injuries and set backs.
  26. Your love for the game of basketball.
  27. How you have your life all planned out. But don’t care if things aren’t that way.
  28. Your obsessiveness on certain things.
  29. How you cook.
  30. Your style.
  31. Your relationship with my mom. Also my family.
  32. Your manners and courtship.
  33. How much of a gentleman you are.
  34. How you listen to anyone who needs an ear.
  35. Your advice.
  36. Your outlooks and opinions of things.
  37. Your quirks.
  38. Your way of words/how you talk.
  39. How you do not care what other people think.
  40. Your little routines for doing things.
  41. Your “growing” love for my dog.
  42. Your tolerance to my moods.
  43. How you find the best in people.
  44. How you do not cuss of swear.
  45. How you do not look down on people.
  46. How do not judge or gossip.
  47. You give everyone a chance.or even a second one.
  48. When people are mean to you. You arent back to them.
  49. Your love for things that I love.
  50. Your dedication to anything you try without quiting.
  51. Your humility.
  52. Your honesty.
  53. Your trustworthy.
  54. Your reliable.
  55. Your respectful.
  56. Your huge heart.
  57. Your loyalty.
  58. Your commitment.
  59. Your care for everyone.
  60. Your love.
  61. Your affection.
  62. Your courage
  63. Your creativity.
  64. Your intelligence.
  65. Your joy.
  66. Your sympathy.
  67. Your tact.
  68. Your genuine.
  69. Your kindness.
  70. Your generosity.
  71. Your forgiveness.
  72. Your open eyes to new things.
  73. Your fears.
  74. You’re considerate.
  75. You have a good head on your shoulders.
  76. Your low key and down to earth.
  77. You love people for who they are instead of who they are not.
  78. Your faithfulness
  79. How you worry and truly are concerned.
  80. You are hardworking. Nothing every comes easy. You work for it.
  81. Your patience.
  82. Your maturity.
  83. Your conservative and modest ways.
  84. How you are optimistic.
  85. How you think things thoroughly and practically.
  86. How you communicate what you want and how you feel.
  87. How sincere and sensitive you are. Not afraid to show feelings or even cry.
  88. You’re thoughtful.
  89. God gave you many virtuous gifts. That I find you using and discovering often.
  90. Your ability to be your whole self with me.
  91. Your ability to make me so happy.
  92. Your ability to make me feel like the most special girl on this planet.
  93. Your ability to love me for me.
  94. Your ability to make me laugh because of anything.
  95. Your ability to share things and open up to me.
  96. Your ability to inspire me.
  97. Your ability to make my heart heal.
  98. Your ability to help me grow closer and deeper with God
  99. Your ability to give me the best advice.
  100. Your ability to always make me know that everything will be okay and will work out no matter what.

Baby, I love everything about you. Happy six months! You’re the best thing that has ever walked into my life. Care to stay? ;)

9th August 2010

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6 months <3 He wrote down the things he loves about us…It never fails he always knows what to say.

Dear Amie,

Tomorrow we will have been together for 6 months what an accomplishment! I Love You! You are an extraordinary woman that God has blessed me with when He gave me you He gave me an Angel. I would like to take this time to go through and say what I Love about us:

In no order

1.) Our Communication
2.) Our willingness to work together
3.) Our Commitment to each other
4.) Our toe to toeness
5.) Our abality to over come obstacles
6.) The way we both fight for each other
7.) How we are Honest with each other
8.) Tell each other everything
9.) Trust each other
10.) Be there for each other
11.) The way we are vulunerable with each other
12.) The way we have grown in the Lord
13.) The way we know how to make each other feel better
14.) The way we know each other inside and out
15.) The way we grow
16.) The way we over come our disagreements
17.) The way we know that God has set us a side for each other
18.) The way we are attached to each other emoitionaly, spirituly, love, friendship, partnership, relationship, boyfriend girlfriend relationship
19.) The way we trust the Lord with our relationship

Please Comment and add to this our own list Meine Liebe and tell me what you love about us.

Love Your,

Babyboy

I LOVE YOU!!